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DELETEME
03:02
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i can't make it go away
but i'm becoming my own best friend
do you know
do you know
do you know
what keeps you up at night?
do you know
do you know
do you know
what tears you up inside
i'll text everyone i know
just to erase what i had said, again
do you know
do you know
do you know
what keeps me up at night?
do you know
do you know
do you know
what eats me up inside
what tears you up inside?
what tears you up inside?
what tears you up inside?
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2. |
hurt
03:38
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do you still sleep with all your lights on?
theres this part of me that always wonders
but i was never waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
i'm not waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
i'm not waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
no i'm not waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
you get hurt
in my dream, i'm taking all my clothes off
i get worried that my pain has meaning
but i'm not waiting until it hurts
you get hurt
you get hurt
i'm not waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
i'm not waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
no i'm not waiting
until you
you get hurt
you get hurt
you get hurt
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3. |
VOID BOI
03:30
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we were always having fun
fading words were half true
leaving me alone enough
because people always scare you
i know the perfect spot
to hang around
gave me the darkest idea
even though i wanted to
although i wanted to, i didn't
even though i wanted to
although i wanted to, i didn't
even if i wanted to
although i wanted to, i didn't
even if i'm going to
although i'm going to
i didn't
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4. |
found doubt
02:47
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when do you give up feeling old
i don't feel nothing anymore
there is a sandstorm
in my heart
it wears away and it erodes
well you found doubt
you found doubt
what it is
i don't know
you found doubt
you found doubt
what it is
i've been torn
something excited
made it glow
when do you give up feeling old?
you found doubt
you found doubt
what it is
i don't know
you found doubt
you found doubt
what it is
i've been torn
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5. |
Bed-----
03:11
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i wanna sleep on the floor
and dream about getting better
because you did this to yourself
fucked everything up like it mattered
is it over
is it over yet?
can you claw me?
claw me out of bed
waking up and you are gone
something happened to me
i have been over and over it
you have been looking for confluence
you are mine
is it over
is it over yet?
can you claw me?
claw me out of bed
maybe when
we're old and grey, we'll talk about
everything instead of freaking out
holding on and letting go
do you see what i've become?
is it over
is it over yet?
can you claw me?
claw me out of bed
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6. |
under
02:48
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i'm not better off
i'm not trying
i've been watered down
i've been dying
in all of the time we've spent
i'm sorry that i've been a mess
so take it from me
looking back
i wasn't growing up
i wore my apathy
like a summer dress
and now i'm too scared to move
of moving so close to you
so take it from me
i don't wanna be me no more
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7. |
shadow*
03:19
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am i worthless as i feel
how could i know
i've been living my whole life
through my window
i've been spending too much time with my shadow
i wanna dream behind my back
watch it unfold
disassociate for weeks
til i am on my knees
make it go away as fast as you can though
i don't wanna breathe
i don't wanna die
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8. |
somethings
02:44
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disregard my empty chatter
hold the knot, tell me it matters
or something like it
something like it matters
or something like it
like it matters
i would never ask for your word
just a whisper so it doesn't hurt
because i felt those swollen dreams too
i might as well have swallowed your favorite pill then
how am i supposed to live like this?
i know you would never mean for it
something like it matters
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9. |
meds
03:12
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is it over?
am i leaving me alone?
is it quiet?
when i'm dying on the phone
always thought that
i was someone else
guess i'm trying
to forget myself
try
oh you'll try
in the hospital
they watched me fall asleep
always knowing
i'm making diamonds underneath my eyelids
and i had a dream of you
now i know what i'd lose
try
oh you'll try
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10. |
yung and writhing
03:12
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ten whole years
nihilistic
they say meaning comes from what u care about
i guess its lost on me
im just a little
tired of my life
talk to me
tell me i am fine
suddenly its late
i realize what ive done
staring at my hands
worshipping myself
now is time to hate
myself to little peices
why the fuck would i care
another night i'll spend
wallowing alone
its all come down
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11. |
belt
03:59
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need i remember
i've been waiting
for a day like this so long
summer has me
like i'm dreaming
i'll get high til i can't stand no more
when i'm barely breathing
my phone goes off
untie the knot that squeezes me
to see whats up
close enough
i could easily not care
numb and nihilistic
you know usually i am
but i can't fucking fake it
close enough
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